why should it be so bad to be bad,
when it's so hard to be anything at all?
and why does everyone seem to forget
what it's like to be all alone?
as soon as they have got someone, no it's no fun
it makes me wanna vanish and die.
maybe i'll throw all my clothes
into a waterfall and sit and spy while they all cry.
you get so silly when you're lonely,
and you think that you're the only who say:

i hope that someone's gonna call and tell me this night is over.
cause i wanna start living my life before i get much older.

maybe you all would consider it a joke
if i say that i hate myself,
but now and then when i look into the mirror
all i see is a big mistake. and wouldn't you?
well i just wanna be fun, just wanna be the one
who makes you smile.
well, i just wanna believe that i could be
something to someone.
am i the only one around here,
who's not gonna live my life in fear?

"i don't understand you."
and why would you?
"can you tell me what is on your mind?"
i don´t have words to say how much i think i owe you.